Rambling

This post is going to be rambling, so just deal with it.

One year ago today, Jenn asked me for a divorce. I'm not dealing well with that at all. I've been depressed for the past 2 weeks, in part because of the anniversary, in part because I can't keep going the way I am monetarily. I'm still paying rent and mortgage and bills in two homes. Promised sources of income aren't coming as promised, and I'm freaking out. I could really use a rich uncle or a Powerball win.

I'm not sure when or if I'll be updating again.

Some of you may want to help. I don't know what you can do. Don't invite me out, I can't afford it.